Ch-Ch-Ch-Ch-CHANGES!

Yo.

I've made several huge lifestyle changes as of late...  

One of which is that I quit my day job!  :)

...What a relief.

  There were no big problems that I was trying to escape, it was just TIME to go.  

I fell into the position entirely.  I began working there to make a little extra holiday money, and a full time position opened up, and landed the job.  I was working with friends, had a totally nice boss, and MOST of my co-workers weren't too insane {most}.  Plus, I was pretty much getting paid to do what comes naturally to me after my retail management past~ which is staying extremely patient and even downright f*cking cheery when faced with customer's who can be really irrational or upset.  

The trouble was, I did not have ANY urge whatsoever to grow within the company.  Whether I have any 'real' talent or not, I've always seen myself as more of an artist.  I've never been a cheerleader, I've never been good at any sport. I don't have any balance, and I can't even manage a cartwheel. To this very day I can't manage a bike ride without wobbling about like a dreidel. I have always been the quiet type with her nose in a book, and a pencil in her hand.  More of a free-spirit, I guess?  Ha~ okay, maybe just more of a nerd.  The whole cubicle thing just isn't for me.  Gah, okay, that sounds a bit elitist? Whatever.   I honestly could not stand one more day in that office building...  I don't need to paint every day, or draw flowers and crap for a living, but I do intend to further myself artistically in some way[s].  I'd just like to live a more colorful life in WHATEVER way that will be!  

So far, the universe has directed me in ways that I'll never fully understand.  So I leave myself completely open for the next directions of my life; we'll see where the road takes me.